*full view full view...please T.T

oooh kasuchan i am sooooooooooo sorry T.T , not about not know it was your birthday, that comes next but for the terrible substandardness of this whole picture *falls to floor and begs* please forgive me, ugh, i ran out of paper, in the whole room, no paper so i had to use this really bad piece of paper i had, and then i coudn't even figure out what to draw and then i thought i would try polaris...and then i couldn't figure out a background to take away from the awfulness of the pose, i wanted to make such an effort on it and then i got one and tootally curddied it up and then worse of it scanned badly...it looks a whole lot better on the paper bad as it is.

And now to apologise for the birthday, soooo sorry especially after you did me such a nice picture i really wanted this to be so sooo nice i even stayed up over it and tried to get the colour of her hair right and i expected so much more of it, only i think it is so so much lighter than that. I hope you had a good birthday (the pic is late, late late and substandard too ) i totally crashed out the first night, which was the day of your bday and i woke up and couldn't believe the time that had gone by. i will try to get a better scanner and scan it again see whether i can do better with the scan, i just don't want another day to pass see. and now chuu is much sad. T.T.

polaris belongs to i hope i got her hair right, i was so worried about that *frets*
ack! da totally streched ma pic...now it looks even worse! *wails miserably* how to make amends...T.T so sorry (please full view, maybe that will make it look better)